June 2009
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March 2009
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My socks are SO wet. It’s like they had an orgasm or something, jeez. Damn. In 5th period I took them off and squeezed all the water out of it. Then I took some lotion from Ms. B, and it was SSR so I couldn’t hear what she was saying so I put it on ..and it was PASTE(Y) omg. I...
Why am I such a bitch?
Damn, today was offffffffffffff, somewhat.
I was pretty frustrated until after 5th (when I finally finished the test). I got a damn B on the test. That’s my first fucking B on her tests! But I guess I was really overanalyzing things -__- After school I saw Jenpho. I missed her so much! She told me she has a boyfriend, and she saw mine ..(who btw, ditched me -__-) So, after I left with...
FINALLY!
I am finished with all my make-up test. Finally all this stress is gone. Well, some of it at least.
So let’s see. I was really hot last night. I had like 3 blankets on me, and a comfy thick bathrobe on. Got to school on time! Doode, I have no tardies this semester (= I’m actually keeping my new years resolution, weird… Anyways. Afterschool I think Imma get some PHO!, shop...
It's March!
Here comes the madness!
WORK, VOLLEYBALL, NO BREAKS(Full on days of school), TOURNAMENTS, TROJAN OLYMPICS, SPIRIT WEEK.
Holy fuck.
Are you guys ready?
Cause I sure as hell is NOT.
February 2009
8 posts
Hello hello,
I’ve been super busy. Like O-M-G busy. I’m not even exagerrating the OMG. So let’s see, I’ve been working, playing volleyballl, catching up on SO MUCH work…I took 4 test. Today I tried taking the anatomy test but…for some reason I just couldn’t. I felt so damn overwhelmed with everything.
The only things that have been keeping me sane is my fabulous...
B
It makes me feel so weird when I say his name. But sometimes I slip, -__- Time goes by way too fast, but I’m really happy =) So it’s okay that time is going by fast..as long as he’s with me.
i love the girlies. my faves
Finally finito.
After staying up until 4am, I FINALLY finished all my independent study work (=
All I have to worry about now is make up test.
I will continue this later, tata
STRESSED THE FUCK OUT.
Work//Friday4-9pm, Saturday4-9pm Volleyball//230pm []Change Oil []PayTT$251 []PayTS$35 []Sign up for CLVB []Sign up for SATs []Paycheck []Fill out CS papers []Make Calender Deadline= Monday, February 23rd Period 1 []Chapter 11&12 Study Guide [X]Chapter 13&14 Assessments []Chapter 11&12 Essay Period 2 []Pg. 676 #1-7 []Pg. 685 #1-7 []Connect to your life pg. 679 Period 3 []Theories...
Before I go,
HELLO! I’m about to leave to San Francisco airport. =( I’m going to miss everyone so much! My grades are really suffering at the moment, but it’s all good, i’ll get everything taken care of when I get back.
Last night, went to the talent show. I’m really proud of you B! (=
Ahhhhh I’m sick…I hope everything gets better when I get there. 16 hours of...
Hi guys,
I’m here at work, AGAIN! hahaha Today was fun! I made hella crepes! Franshya, Julie, Deren & Mark came =) Aww thanks guy.
then this guy hit on me..name Normandy? Hahah I have no idea, but julie and them were like “oop, she’s taken, she’s taken” haha I think that kinda embarassed him >.<
Today was such a lazy day. School was pretty much a drag, but I got...
At work,
Hey guys =) I’m currently at work. I’ve served a few customers today. It was fun. I can’t wait til this place gets super busy! I love the tips here!! I get to keep every single bit of it. Anyways, things have been great.
School: piled up with work! Jeez louise! I hate independant study! Too much shit to do. Well I’ve already finish anatomy atleast. Last day is tomorrow,...
January 2009
15 posts
Rally was soooo fun!!!!!!!
Our lip-syncing was the absolute BEST, nggga! (=
I love Julie & I’s random adventures. hehehehehehe “HELLA SATISFIED! “We sure were!
anyways i’m at work right now. Mom leaves tomorrow to HK & PI. =( I have volleyball at 3-5
Life at its best,
When things were going wrong I had others help me stay standing. They didn’t even let me hit the floor, now thas what’s up. =)
So last week was finals. Went to the library every day -__- I bombed the anatomy test though …I was crying so bad after the test. I don’t know why I couldn’t focus. So yeah, I know some people would be like “WTF WHY ARE YOU CRYING OVER...
Dear World,
Quick Update: Sat 01/17/09 Worked from 1030-4pm, then stayed home =) Sun 01/18/09 Church, Potluck! Got home around midnight Mon 01/19/09 Chulley’s house, washed car/vaccum! Met up at Gmall, then headed downtown. =) Tues 01/20/09 Afterschool went with Aaron & Ashley to New Park Mall. Got free make-up! =) wooo hoo. Thanks to good old Roosevelt for “fair competition” law...
Bad habits, old ways?
What’s going on? Why did being there make me feel so ..lost? I went there to regain some of the faith I’ve lost, but in return I’ve found myself more lost than ever, and so empty handed. When things came down to the worse, it was always my place to find strength and to let go of all the things bringing me down. But why did it feel like it just added more weight on my shoulders? I...
Monday: Chulley’s house, church @7 Tuesday: rite aid, jb’s house, helped move stuff, Crawdaddy!, Hidden Lake, the circle wednesday: in&out, walmart, chulley’s, TICKET, sendai thursday: went home straight, work @5
Quick Update
Monday: I came home early! Tuesday: Post office, chulley’s, sendai, library, game Wednesday: Jamba Juice, Jolibee, Gmall Thursday: In & Out w/ Jen, Training @ Coolicious Friday: In & Out w/ Julie, Cecillia, Trin & Andrea. Then Chulley’s, Asia’s 17th & then IN AND OUT AGAIN! Saturday: Francis & Sister came home. Got ready. Picked up paycheck, bank of america,...
Chulaylay
Hello! I am currently at Chuchu’s house and she’s curling my hurrrrr. So tonight is Asia’s party and im kinda scared of what to expect. -__- UHMMM but chyeah. No drinks for me, just dancing! =]
Well, I will post pictures and videos later
mhm…
finish paxton and angela’s video
no more cotillion =(
study for finals
get paycheck!
new job at coolicious (sunnyvale)
“You can be in dirt, but that doesn’t mean you have to be dirty.”
– Philosophy on life, props RW
Post Office, Chulley's, Sendai, Library, Game
today was fun fun fun! At lunch I was walking with Mark, and I was like “we haven’t hung out in a while!!!” and he was like “yeah! tell me when!” and I was like “SUSHI!!!! today!!! Before the bball game!”
Afterschool I left to go the post office for my passport sht -__-
Then went to Chulley’s house. Doode, JB killed me. He like did some wrestling...
HI HI HI
I’m tired of buying clothes, so today I bought MAC stuff. Some make-up to match my name, hehehe. Didn’t buy too much, just wanted some studio fix, waterproof eyeliner, and some lip gloss.
$14 It’s called Love Nectar. The guy who was trying stuff on me just took some random things, and I really loved the way it made my lips look!
...
Happy New Year! 2k9, Welcome.
Hello hello, happy new years everyone. I just know…that 2009 will be FABULOUS. I mean, cmon now, it just has to be!
2008 wasn’t so bad ..
This was my break it or make it year. This was the year that I grew as a person, and realized how great life is. This was the year that I was able to open up, and accept myself the way I was. To be honest, I found more strength in myself than I...
December 2008
14 posts
The past few days have been pretty…=( I don’t know…There is just not enough time in the world. I really can’t explain the frustration and sadness I feel. Sometimes I feel so alone. It is my fault. I block everyone out. I guess it’s just the fact that I feel like everyones trying to get into my head. I just dont want to be too vulnerable. I hate feeling like someone...
If I take one more drink...
Clearly, things have been super hectic, and exhausting these past few days. It’s so hard to take a full time to rest and take a break. I’ve been going to 6am church masses for the past few days. It’s been hella hard trying to get up in the morning, but somehow I seem to manage. Then I get home and fall right back to sleep, and then eventually I get up, shower, and take off for...
Workaholic.
Like seriously, all I do is work work work! Then, I try to find some time around the sides to have some fun. But still, it gets super exhausting. But I do make BANKKKK! =)
Got my paycheck yesterday! Shopped so much ;) Finally got Sony Cybershot Sleek Sliver Camera Minh’s Party $100 goes to mommy $95 goes to downpayment for 2week Trip to Paris to Copenhagen (Paris, Brussels, Amsterdam,...
Pleasanton =)
Sheila, Happy fucking birthday. I love you.
“You can say I changed, but I can say fuck youuuu”
Lifted off my shoulders,
This has been such a crazy week. Seriously. I was totally stressed out. I had essays for english and history. A history and anatomy chapter test. A 5-7pg Psychology Term Paper due, and had to manage my time & work. I dedicated 8 whole hours on my computer chair, without getting up for food or using the bathroom. -__- I’m very satisfied with my term paper though (= It was given in...
I miss you terribly.
SoOth1nBRAVERy (11:48:45 PM): hey niggah SoOth1nBRAVERy (11:48:50 PM): other than a camera MEEEEAHHHNNE (11:48:51 PM): yea? SoOth1nBRAVERy (11:48:59 PM): wat do u want for christmas SoOth1nBRAVERy (11:49:00 PM): ? MEEEEAHHHNNE (11:49:08 PM): you back for home
Christmas will never be the same without you. I’m trying to stay strong this year, but everything’s gone. The Christmas...
I REALLY LIKE JEANS!!
Wednesday was one of the greatest days I’ve had in so long. =)
I didn’t show up to 1st and 2nd period. I was really lazy, and I threw up so I told my mom to just clear my absense. Went to starbucks, and then school. We did a meditation for psychology. It released so much stress, i love psych. 4th: ART! I love this class. 5th: i don’t remember 6th: worked on powerpoints.
...
“I think that sometimes people are too scared to tell you exactly how they feel...”
– me
time
It’s been a while since I’ve last posted. I know I know, I’ve been super lazy. Actually, not even lazy, but busy. I’ve been working non-stop! Then there’s a bunch of homework that I’m trying to get done, & I still want time to spend with everyone. It’s been hard trying to spread myself out. It really disappoints me that I flake out on certain people,...
"Im going to tell you a secret.."
=)
I have to do my hw -__-
hehe
Basketball hoop,
Today, I thought for some reason I would be sad, but turns out, I was in a pretty good mood. I woke up around 7am (later than usual), and got a phone call from my brother. I’m still really deciding if I should take that trip to Hong Kong. I want to, but then I don’t. Talked to my brother for a while, and then took a shower & left for school. Watched Seabuscuit 1st, it’s...
Besides heAvenE>, this also made me smile today.
MEEEEAHHHNNE: LOOKIE
Uncle Deren: hahahahahahahahahahaha
Uncle Deren: LMAO
Uncle Deren: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA
MEEEEAHHHNNE: FCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCL
MEEEEAHHHNNE: FCK
Uncle Deren: hahahahahahahahaha
Uncle Deren: lmao
MEEEEAHHHNNE: THATS GOING ON MY ABOUT ME
MEEEEAHHHNNE: HAHAAH
Uncle Deren: holy crap
Uncle Deren: hahahahahahahahahhaha
MEEEEAHHHNNE: HAHAHAHAHAAHAHA putang ina shit!
Uncle Deren: ooohhhh my goodness
Uncle Deren: i love it
Uncle Deren: HAHAHAHA
MEEEEAHHHNNE: hahaha!!!
Uncle Deren: i cant breathe
Uncle Deren: oh lord
MEEEEAHHHNNE: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
MEEEEAHHHNNE: man
Uncle Deren: hahah
Uncle Deren: jeez
Uncle Deren: i should put this in my modeling portfolio
MEEEEAHHHNNE: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAhaHA
MEEEEAHHHNNE: OMFG
I don't understand,
Why is it only now that I feel something sting? I don’t fckn understand what is going through that head of his! Are you serious? I don’t know why it’s only now that I’m so dumbfounded. He has totally been bullshitting me, and now I have nothing to feel bad about. It hurts but makes me laugh at the same exact time. Good luck with that, but I think our whole friendship has...
All in all,
These past few days haven’t really been a so called holiday…vacation/break etc. neither. But, all in all, I would have to say that I did enjoy myself. Not many complaints, but yeah. Just wish there was ALOT more holiday spirit. Although, for some reason I’m really excited about Christmas this year. I know that our economy has been going through a dose of depression, but...
November 2008
21 posts
Blackfriday
For thanksgiving, I took the longest nap evaaaaa. Got ready around 11, and then left to gmall. It was super duper packed. Omg. Went to forever21. Not even worth it, but it was fun..pushing people and such :) Actually, just being able to see the wrath in everyone to enter the store was ..let’s say humorous. I ended up staying until 4 in the morning. I couldn’t find my mom half the time...
Thanksgiving, defined as a time to be thankful for what we have, and an excuse to eat as much as we can. Thanksgiving, a time for family to get together and to celebrate. Thanksgiving, a national holiday that we are able to get off, a way to take time out of our busy lives. Thanksgiving was designed to take a day to be thankful for the things we have taken for granted, and to tell the people we...
My day;
I have this problem in the morning where I always set my alarm super early just so that I could press snooze a few times. Once I hear it alarm I hop out of bed and slam the large grey snooze button, and quickly jump back into my warm blankets and fall back asleep for another 9 minutes or so… but TODAY .. I just let my alarm go off, I was too sleepy to get up until my sister pushed me out the...
I'm not,
going to be some doormat, someone you can just step and trample all over on. I’ve been there, done that, and quite frankly, I ain’t going back to that. So take your shoes, get off me, and put yourself somewhere USEFUL.
I miss volleyball, and being busy. It saves me from bullshit like this.