December 2008
14 posts
The past few days have been pretty…=( I don’t know…There is just not enough time in the world. I really can’t explain the frustration and sadness I feel. Sometimes I feel so alone. It is my fault. I block everyone out. I guess it’s just the fact that I feel like everyones trying to get into my head. I just dont want to be too vulnerable. I hate feeling like someone...
If I take one more drink...
Clearly, things have been super hectic, and exhausting these past few days. It’s so hard to take a full time to rest and take a break. I’ve been going to 6am church masses for the past few days. It’s been hella hard trying to get up in the morning, but somehow I seem to manage. Then I get home and fall right back to sleep, and then eventually I get up, shower, and take off for...
Workaholic.
Like seriously, all I do is work work work! Then, I try to find some time around the sides to have some fun. But still, it gets super exhausting. But I do make BANKKKK! =)
Got my paycheck yesterday! Shopped so much ;) Finally got Sony Cybershot Sleek Sliver Camera Minh’s Party $100 goes to mommy $95 goes to downpayment for 2week Trip to Paris to Copenhagen (Paris, Brussels, Amsterdam,...
Pleasanton =)
Sheila, Happy fucking birthday. I love you.
“You can say I changed, but I can say fuck youuuu”
Lifted off my shoulders,
This has been such a crazy week. Seriously. I was totally stressed out. I had essays for english and history. A history and anatomy chapter test. A 5-7pg Psychology Term Paper due, and had to manage my time & work. I dedicated 8 whole hours on my computer chair, without getting up for food or using the bathroom. -__- I’m very satisfied with my term paper though (= It was given in...
I miss you terribly.
SoOth1nBRAVERy (11:48:45 PM): hey niggah SoOth1nBRAVERy (11:48:50 PM): other than a camera MEEEEAHHHNNE (11:48:51 PM): yea? SoOth1nBRAVERy (11:48:59 PM): wat do u want for christmas SoOth1nBRAVERy (11:49:00 PM): ? MEEEEAHHHNNE (11:49:08 PM): you back for home
Christmas will never be the same without you. I’m trying to stay strong this year, but everything’s gone. The Christmas...
I REALLY LIKE JEANS!!
Wednesday was one of the greatest days I’ve had in so long. =)
I didn’t show up to 1st and 2nd period. I was really lazy, and I threw up so I told my mom to just clear my absense. Went to starbucks, and then school. We did a meditation for psychology. It released so much stress, i love psych. 4th: ART! I love this class. 5th: i don’t remember 6th: worked on powerpoints.
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“I think that sometimes people are too scared to tell you exactly how they feel...”
– me
time
It’s been a while since I’ve last posted. I know I know, I’ve been super lazy. Actually, not even lazy, but busy. I’ve been working non-stop! Then there’s a bunch of homework that I’m trying to get done, & I still want time to spend with everyone. It’s been hard trying to spread myself out. It really disappoints me that I flake out on certain people,...
"Im going to tell you a secret.."
=)
I have to do my hw -__-
hehe
Basketball hoop,
Today, I thought for some reason I would be sad, but turns out, I was in a pretty good mood. I woke up around 7am (later than usual), and got a phone call from my brother. I’m still really deciding if I should take that trip to Hong Kong. I want to, but then I don’t. Talked to my brother for a while, and then took a shower & left for school. Watched Seabuscuit 1st, it’s...
Besides heAvenE>, this also made me smile today.
MEEEEAHHHNNE: LOOKIE
Uncle Deren: hahahahahahahahahahaha
Uncle Deren: LMAO
Uncle Deren: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA
MEEEEAHHHNNE: FCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCL
MEEEEAHHHNNE: FCK
Uncle Deren: hahahahahahahahaha
Uncle Deren: lmao
MEEEEAHHHNNE: THATS GOING ON MY ABOUT ME
MEEEEAHHHNNE: HAHAAH
Uncle Deren: holy crap
Uncle Deren: hahahahahahahahahhaha
MEEEEAHHHNNE: HAHAHAHAHAAHAHA putang ina shit!
Uncle Deren: ooohhhh my goodness
Uncle Deren: i love it
Uncle Deren: HAHAHAHA
MEEEEAHHHNNE: hahaha!!!
Uncle Deren: i cant breathe
Uncle Deren: oh lord
MEEEEAHHHNNE: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
MEEEEAHHHNNE: man
Uncle Deren: hahah
Uncle Deren: jeez
Uncle Deren: i should put this in my modeling portfolio
MEEEEAHHHNNE: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAhaHA
MEEEEAHHHNNE: OMFG
I don't understand,
Why is it only now that I feel something sting? I don’t fckn understand what is going through that head of his! Are you serious? I don’t know why it’s only now that I’m so dumbfounded. He has totally been bullshitting me, and now I have nothing to feel bad about. It hurts but makes me laugh at the same exact time. Good luck with that, but I think our whole friendship has...