time
It’s been a while since I’ve last posted. I know I know, I’ve been super lazy. Actually, not even lazy, but busy. I’ve been working non-stop! Then there’s a bunch of homework that I’m trying to get done, & I still want time to spend with everyone. It’s been hard trying to spread myself out. It really disappoints me that I flake out on certain people, and how I don’t show up to certain things. I’m really trying to make time, but it’s so hard. I know that “time is not found, it is made” but ahhhh I wish there was so much more time in the world.
1. I’m sorry that I always say “soon” or “next time forsure”. I know that you think i will never ever follow through…but this wednesday, I WILL. I really miss you. And I’m sorry I haven’t been there for you. It really hurts me to know the way you think about me. The kind of person I’m not. I hate flaking on you, and not being able to be there. How did our friendship get to be like this? Where we only say hello to each other, and then simply walk away?
2. I miss you. I don’t know where our friendship went…or how it got this bad. How did best friends become strangers? We pass by each other with not even a hello. I haven’t even hung out with you for maybe more than half a year now. Just know that if you ever need me …please don’t hesitate to call, or txt, or msg me. I still want to be a part of your life at least. =| It sucks to see how our friendships evolved ..
