macattack

I'm right, I'm wrong. I'm this, I'm that. But, no one will ever know me better than I know myself. So before you point your fingers, make sure your hands are clean.

Y / M

Happy New Year! 2k9, Welcome.

Hello hello, happy new years everyone. I just know…that 2009 will be FABULOUS. I mean, cmon now, it just has to be!

2008 wasn’t so bad ..

This was my break it or make it year. This was the year that I grew as a person, and realized how great life is. This was the year that I was able to open up, and accept myself the way I was. To be honest, I found more strength in myself than I ever have in my whole entire life. I was able to confront & CONQUER my problems, and I wouldn’t have been able to do that ..without the help of my yfc family. I know this year I’ve been so in and out of yfc, but it’s been the one thing I could always fall back on, and I’m than thankful that they’ve always accepted me back in. RISE OF RHAPSODY! How could I forget all those long practices … haha but it was so amazing being able to complete the play in a matter of 2 weeks! My first job …snowflake ice cream :) hehe, I loved it, except that one time when that indian lady made me cry! Archie Z, RIP…we love and miss you. Volleyball season this year .. wasn’t as great as it could of been, but that just makes me strive for 2009 season even more. Love? It’s always been a joke. I’ve had so much trouble, problems, and headaches from guys. But right now I’m pretty much trying to settle down, and just chill out. I know I’ve got something good, so I should take my time, and make sure this is what I want. I always seem to get cold feet!! -__- We’ll see where 2009 takes me.

I didn’t make any new years resolutions because I never seem to follow through with those anyways.

I guess one thing I’d like to change about myself is to be more truthful, and to treat myself better

I feel like I haven’t really been taking care of myself, and I’ve been letting myself get too comfortable with being treated poorly by others.

I spend too much money, it’s fcking ridiculous!

I really need to hop back and finish strong for 1st semester, AND study super hard for SATs. (Thanks JB for all the books and what not :D )

I just hope 2009 has a wonderful plan for me … more love, more excitement, more adventure, more family love, more traveling! AHHH

LOOKING FORWARD TO:

JANUARY (Asia’s party, bffphu’s birthday)
FEBRUARY (HongKong, Philippines, SKI WEEK!)
MARCH (TROJAN OLYMPICS!)
APRIL (SPRING BREAK)
MAY (17th BDAY)
JUNE JULY AUGUST (SUMMER!!!!!!)
AUGUST (VOLLEYBALL SEASON, SENIOR YEAR)
SEPT, OCT, NOV, DEC (yeah yeah yeah)

K BYE GOODNIGHT!