macattack

I'm right, I'm wrong. I'm this, I'm that. But, no one will ever know me better than I know myself. So before you point your fingers, make sure your hands are clean.

Y / M

Life at its best,

When things were going wrong I had others help me stay standing. They didn’t even let me hit the floor, now thas what’s up. =)

So last week was finals. Went to the library every day -__- I bombed the anatomy test though …I was crying so bad after the test. I don’t know why I couldn’t focus. So yeah, I know some people would be like “WTF WHY ARE YOU CRYING OVER A B+” First of all, WHY CAN’T I CRY? Second of all, it’s more than just a letter grade to me. I worked so hard in anatomy, I memorized everything I could, I came in class early mornings, and stayed in at lunch to review before EVERY test…I aced every test! But before the final I just couldn’t get my head straight, and got a 85/125. =( For a while my grade was a B+. I just couldn’t see a B+ on my transcript…idk.. =( But anyways, I came into class today dreading the day ..then Mrs. B called me over and showed me the e-mail she sent me over the weekend (my dumbass didn’t want to check school loop because I didn’t want to see the B+) but she showed me that she entered all my homework, and all the extra work I did ….and SHOWED ME THAT MY GRADE WAS A 90.29%!!!!!!!!!!! Thank goodness =)

I hope my psychology grade turns out fine …but anywho, after finals was all PARTYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! =)

Sadies was dope! After sadies went to In&Out. Funny shit happened with Hashim. hahahahaha I’m so sorry again!! Got home around 1

Saturday: I had work from 1030-630pm (8hours) Then got home, got ready, and then left to Ayush’s party! fun fun fun. Dance dance dance!

Sunday: Happy one month (= went to Bruce’s house for his mom’s 60th birthday, and then got home, and got ready for church @6. After hung out with B. Went to HeAvenE> !! =)

Monday: NEW SEMESTER! This morning went to the donut shop w/ Chulley. Then went to class. Same classes, but in most my classes there’s been new people =) MHM! Afterschool, had a talk with Ayush, and then picked up Matt for some school supplies. Then went to Asia’s house to practice the dance. Then got home. I’m excited for Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill!!

I just gave my mom the biggest hug ever! We were talking about the Philippines and I was like “Mom, aren’t you excited!!!!!” and she started dancing, and I gave her a hug and said, “Mom …you have to be alive to see my wedding, okay?” and she said ..”of course chawwlieeee, that’s why I’ve been excercising”

I love you, mom.

FYI, I’ve stayed completely sobers @ all the parties I’ve been too for over a year now! (EXCEPT SHEILA’S 19th, who is family) Having fun the clean way =)